Tired.

I am sick of thinking for others when they dont even give a shit about how i feel.

This is CRAP.

So taking others for granted is what people do, then i will do the same too. Why bother when no one bothers too.

Messed up

My life is in a mess now.

When the year is ending, I always have lots of feeling.

I did not accomplish anything this year, except that i graduated with a THIRD CLASS HONORS for my degree. This is fucked up.

I have not save up for my upcoming trip to taiwan with my girlies.

I had nothing, and still nothing.

Also, what make me feel worst is that i'm turing 23 in abt 1 month plus time. THIS SUCKS.


Okay people, tell me what can I do about it. Sucks to be me. Really.


Wing

A new beginning.

New year, new resolution.

I will make full use of my every moment from the start of the coming 2011.

Make my life fulfilling. I will set my goals and achieve what I want.

I will let my dreams come true.


Welcome 2011.

Loves,
Wing

What can I do?

I feel so lost. I dont know what i need to do.

I'm thinking far now. How about you? Passing day by day doesnt help now.

We need to do something so we can see the future. Do you understand? Do you know i'm in a very difficult position.

I need to please you yet i need to please my parents. I start to hate this kind of life. I want to do something that my parents will be happy and i dont have to bother so much.

So now i choose to walk alone. Alone, without you. To come to a conclusion like that doesnt make me feel good. But i guess it's the best for both of us. Or to be selfish, it's best for me.

I'm really tired of this maintaining this relationship.


Wing

.

Who hasn't been a two-headed snake before? But you were far better than them. You did it without a trace of being caught, so you will still remain the good image that you have.

Take off your mask and be who you are. Pretending is hard, I know. You don't have to, because I already found out.

A nice getaway.

Bintan was fun with the girls:) I miss bintan!

Plan the next trip soon girls!

P.s. I hate grasshopper!

Loves,
Wing

Never.

Never trust them all.
Never listen to what they lied.
Never be so silly to think that they will treat you the way you treat them.

It's all because you are just a back up for them when they can't find anyone.




Wing